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Just a girl that loves music. «Quiet people have the loudest minds.» Twitter: @AnaaRitaaa; Second Tumblr: anadiaryofalifetime.tumblr.com

July 28, 2014 8:46 pm

Words

anadiaryofalifetime:

"As I write and write
What was once a white page to stare at
Is slowly, or quickly, filled with dark letters
That all put together,
Will give meaning to what I’m feeling.
Some words will lose their meaning
While others will mean even more
Than they ever did before.
And that’s how it goes.
Remembering everything I know,
Or making up situations and different life creations,
It’s so liberating the freedom that I own
Right here in the tip of my fingers
While they dance along the different keys
Instinctively memorized for years.”

Ana. xx (@AnaaRitaaa)

6:10 pm July 27, 2014 8:50 pm

Sorry Dear Heart

anadiaryofalifetime:

"My heart is too tired.
Hurt and broken,
Its icy state, which isn’t going,
Only gets colder and colder.
I am sorry dear Heart,
That you had to see
So many bad plot twists on this real life
That I am unable to rewrite.
I am sorry dear Heart,
Life isn’t easy
As you know,
Even though I have tried
To go back in time
More than once.
I am sorry dear Heart,
I am no longer that happy little girl,
I have grown with you on my chest
And we both know that the things we’ve seen
Are not easy to take
But they so easily know how to break.
I am sorry dear Heart,
I don’t like your shattered weight on my chest,
It’s heavy and sad
And it really makes me mad.
I am sorry dear Heart,
I really am,
But I need you strong even if you’re heavy,
I need you to work even if you’re tired,
I need you and I am sorry dear Heart,
That I am the only one you can count on.”

Ana. xx (@AnaaRitaaa)

8:50 pm 8:50 pm
l-eth-e:

Caribbean beach series .. Cuba  (Nick Kenrick)

l-eth-e:

Caribbean beach series .. Cuba  (Nick Kenrick)

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July 25, 2014 10:04 pm

Fighting

anadiaryofalifetime:

"The inside of my mind is a dark place
You may not know it
And I will never show it.
It’s not something to be proud of,
All these demons that never want to leave
Know that I’m not strong enough to kill them.
I slightly manage to hide them
A simply trick to deceive them
Confining them in the shadows,
Away from the bright side of my soul.
The twirls will be plenty,
Of disappointments I’ve lost the count,
But I can’t let the fear they spread in my veins
To be enough to drown me in pain.
I may look weak and that’s alright
As long as I know that weak is something that I’m not inside.
Taking chances, lots of them,
Balances the scale of fears that I can bare.
I’ll be fighting demons and shadows,
Dealing with mistakes and misunderstandings,
I’ll be rising above the daily struggles,
I’ll grow strong from facing different troubles.”

Ana. xx (@AnaaRitaaa)

10:03 pm 10:03 pm
everythingaboutyouso:

Images France View of Tour Eiffel in Paris 94 on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/39384140

everythingaboutyouso:

Images France View of Tour Eiffel in Paris 94 on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/39384140

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July 23, 2014 10:05 pm

Between the Lines

anadiaryofalifetime:

"Can you still read in between the lines?
Or am I crazy to think about you tonight?
When I know I shouldn’t because all I win is pain
Of another goodbye left unsaid.
But it’s ok, you can hide yourself from me.
That’s all you’ve ever did.
I know, I’ve always seen it
I’ve always perceived it
Even when you thought I couldn’t see
That you talk with others while I’m here.
Twisted and ironic this life I own,
Somehow and somewhere along the way
Everyone ends up running away from me
Or maybe it’s the simple fact that
As incredible as it seems,
Running away is the easiest way to breath.
And you might as well think
That I hate you with all I’ve got
But it’s not truth, I hold nothing bad towards you
All I want is your happiness
While you hurt me with your silence.
I know things will never be the same
I suppose I accept it anyway,
With my heart heavy due to another departure
Of someone who once meant something to a brokenhearted.”

Ana. xx (@AnaaRitaaa)

10:05 pm