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Just a girl that loves music. «Quiet people have the loudest minds.» Twitter: @AnaaRitaaa; Second Tumblr: anadiaryofalifetime.tumblr.com

June 28, 2014 12:54 pm

The Key

anadiaryofalifetime:

"I get my old and sad thoughts,
I gather them all together in a trunk
As old as me, with twenty-one years old
Locking it in the back of my soul.

I hide the key behind the clock
That is older than me,
Since when I was born
It was already here.

I hide it where I can’t see it
Even though I know it’s here
Behind the clock that I hear
Every second its tick.

I struggle to keep those thoughts away
But I want to go through them anyway,
As I stare at the clock on the shelf
Trying to stop myself.

The reason why I locked the bad
Away from my chest and head,
Was for a simple protection as a spell
So I could focus on a future for myself.

And the key behind the clock is still there
Because every time I face it while I sit on my chair,
I recall that time doesn’t stop
Just because of my silent teardrop.

And if time comes first
My old thoughts come second,
I need to focus in what I’ve got
And forget the past that I lost.

As I finally stop trying to get back to something cursed
Because I don’t want to waste a glimpse of another second,
I recall that I’m the only one who can save me
Not the key, not the clock; it’s just me as it always has been.”

Ana. xx (@AnaaRitaaa)

11:03 am June 27, 2014 9:23 pm

Heart

anadiaryofalifetime:

"It’s late and I’m still here,
Writing my heart out before it bleeds.
Do you know how it feels,
To see everything you love disappear?
I wonder how it would be
If I could pick up the pieces
That I feel leaving me
But I can’t move or speak
While I freeze.
I can’t hear,
And I no longer can see
I just feel while it bleeds,
And that should be good,
But right now I feel doomed
To be left with only one sense
Full of all the bad that stands
Right in front of me.”

Ana. xx (@AnaaRitaaa)

9:20 pm 9:17 pm June 26, 2014 10:05 pm

Edge of Crying

anadiaryofalifetime:

"On the edge of crying
While the night is falling
You might think I’m silly
To consider I have never been pretty.
But that isn’t the reason why
Of my sad state of mind,
Under a pressure
That has been rising
And day after day
I can’t bare the feeling.
I said goodbye
But it still isn’t enough
To disconnect from a world
That wants to see me fall
Inside the deep hole
They dig for me.
And I can’t control
My own deepest fears
Knowing their words hold
As meaning, to ruin all the dreams
That I hold on to for so long.”

Ana. xx (@AnaaRitaaa)

10:05 pm
lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here

lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here

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10:05 pm June 25, 2014 8:03 pm

Sign

anadiaryofalifetime:

"There was a sign above his head
As he drove in the highway
As fast as a bullet out of a gun
Making its way to its death
Forgetting how a single breath
Would be so hard to have
While lying down on the concrete.
But he drove too fast to see
The short dear thought
That would be enough to remind him
That by being dead,
He would never get to see
Her eyes as blue as the sea,
While his death
Would cause her to bleed
Tears as painful as
The blood of an open wound,
While her shattered heart
Would whisper in the ear of her groom
Wishing that he had read
The sign above his head.”

Ana. xx (@AnaaRitaaa)

8:03 pm